Good As Dead by Mark Billingham


Good As Dead by Mark Billingham
Publisher: Self-Published
Genre: Contemporary, Mystery/Suspense/Thriller
Rating: 3 stars
Reviewed by Fern

The Crime

The customers in a London convenience store are taken captive. Among them is young mother, Detective Helen Weeks. She is told her life depends on the co-operation of one of her colleagues – detective Tom Thorne.

The Demand

Akhtar is desperate to know what really happened to his beloved son, who died a year before in prison. He is convinced the death was not an accident and forces the one man who knows more about the case than any other, Thorne, to re-investigate.

The Twist

What Thorne discovers will upend everything he thought he knew about the fate of those he’s put away…but will it be enough to fulfill the wishes of a grieving and potentially violent father?

Single mother and police officer Helen Weeks stops off in her local newsagents on her daily morning stop on the way to work. Waiting at the till it’s the last place she expects to come across any violence – and in the blink of the eye she finds herself being held hostage. The Indian owner has finally been pushed over the edge and his only demand is that DI Tom Thorne re-investigate the sudden death of the newagent’s son a year earlier in youth custody. Thorne immediately springs into action and is quickly astonished to find that the death really is suspicious and well worth looking into again.

I have found this to be an excellent British police procedural style mystery series – gritty and at times bleak. These last few books have been a little less harsh and while I still find these books gripping Thorne is definitely growing as a character and has a few – tenuous – connections and relationships. The fact a civilian and police officer are being held hostage absolutely gives this book a push into making crazy fast decisions and Thorne definitely crosses a few lines to keep the momentum of the case moving forward. Readers looking for a gentle or softer style of police mystery might not find what they’re after here – but readers who have some experience of this series should absolutely know what a ride they’re in for.

I was pleased this book resolved everything within the confines of the book – occasionally the author can leave threads hanging or leave small items unresolved and I was glad that didn’t occur here. Indeed we’re given a brief glimpse of Thorne sorting through the consequences of his actions and I really enjoyed this resolution to the story and his actions. I was very happy with the ending of this book and am eager to begin the next in the series.

Readers looking for a gritty, fast paced British mystery should find this an enjoyable book. While it’s definitely not required to read anything previous to this to thoroughly enjoy the story, characters and plotline I will admit having at least a few of the previous DI Tom Thorne books under you belt will help the reader understand the style and set up of the series and might make this a richer and deeper experience. That said, it would be just fine to pick this book up by itself and begin enjoying this series immediately.

From The Dead by Mark Billingham


From The Dead by Mark Billingham
Publisher: Self-Published
Genre: Contemporary, Mystery/Suspense/Thriller
Rating: 3 stars
Reviewed by Fern

Thorne investigates a troubling case of conspiracy—a wife who arranges to have her husband murdered. He turns up alive… and other people begin to turn up dead.

A decade ago, Alan Langford’s charred remains were discovered in his burnt-out car. His wife Donna was found guilty of conspiracy to murder her husband and sentenced to ten years in prison. But before she is released, Donna receives a nasty shock: an anonymous letter containing a photo of her husband. The man she hates with every fibre of her being—the man she paid to have murdered—seems very much alive and well. But how is it possible that her husband is still alive? Where is he? Who sent the photo, and why?

It’s been over a decade since Donna Langford was imprisoned for hiring a man to murder her husband. Having admitted to the crime and pled guilty – even with the evidence of her husband’s abuse and criminal dealings she still was sentenced for a lengthy time in jail. Just before her release, she’s sent photos. Of her husband. Tanned. Enjoying himself. Living free and happy to indulge in all his desires. Against his better judgement, DI Tom Thorne finds himself drawn into this case where nothing and no one appear to be what they are.

This British police procedural has a gritty knack for turning plotlines on their head and writing uncomfortable things in such a manner you just have to keep turning the pages. I found this book to be no exception to that rule. Thorne finds himself with quite a bit on his plate, two or three cases weaving around each other as well as his ongoing relationship with Louise. I found myself nervous at a few points and while everything absolutely resolved none of it was quite how I was expecting and some parts were a little messier than I originally thought they’d be.

Readers should also be aware that for some of the plotlines there wasn’t a “usual” type of ending and one in particular finished on a bit of a cliffhanger/unresolved note for me. I definitely feel the reader is left to fill in the blanks and it could have gone a few different ways to my mind so readers who don’t enjoy vague endings might not find this as satisfying as many of the other book conclusions in this series.

That said, I’ve noticed a number of times previously that this book series is a lot grittier and harsher than many other British police procedurals and so while leaving threads hanging is not my favourite thing – the overall style and plotting is just so good and so different to most other series out there I can’t help myself I know I’ll keep reading the next book along. I also expect there will be an answer hopefully early on in the next book – this series does tend to (eventually) tie off all the loose threads so hopefully this won’t be any different.

Readers looking for a different, gritty and at times dark/lonely type of series should absolutely find this a great book. They can be read and enjoyed out of order – but personally I prefer reading things systematically so it’s well worth going back to the start and reading these in sequence.

Widow Fantasies by Hollay Ghadery


Widow Fantasies by Hollay Ghadery
Publisher: Gordon Hill Press
Genre: Contemporary, LGBTQ, Poetry
Rating: 3 Stars
Reviewed by Astilbe

Fantasies are places we briefly visit; we can’t live there. The stories in Widow Fantasies deftly explore the subjugation of women through the often subversive act of fantasizing. From a variety of perspectives, through a symphony of voices, Widow Fantasies immerses the reader in the domestic rural gothic, offering up unforgettable stories from the shadowed lives of girls and women.

Life is filled with shades of grey.

“Jaws” explored the warm, loving friendship between a lonely woman and her goldfish. There aren’t enough tales out there about this type of pet, so I was immediately intrigued. I enjoyed learning about how they grew so close and why the woman’s husband was jealous of that bond. This could have easily been expanded into a novella or full length novel, and yet I was still satisfied with how it was written and what the characters chose to reveal about their lives.

Some of the stories in this collection had endings that were too abrupt for my tastes, especially since I only had a few pages on average with each one. When combined with the subtle messages in some cases, it was tricky for me at times to connect with the characters and their conflicts. As much as I wanted to choose a higher rating, these issues were an obstacle in my path to do so. “Widow Fantasies,” which captured a moment on a farm that changed the lives of everyone who lived there, was one such example of this. I needed a few more pages of exposition to understand what was going on with Leyla and Georgette on that unforgettable day.

Using a kayak in a ditch after it floods with melted snow from the entire winter was never something I’ve considered doing, so I was curious to see how this game would work out for Cassie in “Ditch Run.” She planned it all out so thoroughly that I was surprised by how her ride actually unfolded for her. What an adventure! It would make an excellent addition to a scrapbook.

Widow Fantasies was thought provoking.

Blood Line by Mark Billingham


Blood Line by Mark Billingham
Publisher: Self-Published
Genre: Contemporary, Mystery/Suspense/Thriller
Rating: 3 stars
Reviewed by Fern

Detective Tom Thorne specializes in solving the London Police Department’s most difficult murder cases. When he’s called into what seems like an ordinary domestic crime scene, he thinks he’s caught a break. A woman has been murdered by someone she knows. Thorne plans to question the husband, arrest him, and get back to his own deteriorating personal life. But something doesn’t fit . . .

A sliver of X-ray was found in the victim’s fist. When bits of the same X-Ray are found at other crime scenes around the city, Thorne realizes he has a grisly puzzle to solve. As the pieces begin to form a picture, a terrifying truth is revealed: the murderer is following in the footsteps of infamous serial killer Raymond Garvey—hunting the children of Raymond’s victims.

Now, as Thorne attempts to protect those still alive, he gets dangerously close to one of the most twisted killers he has ever hunted.

What appears to be a standard domestic murder quickly turns out to be connected to another case when a sliver of an x-ray is found clenched in the dead young woman’s fist. DI Thorne and his team soon find a far larger series of connections linking all the way back to a notorious serial murderer – who died in prison a number of years ago. Can Thorne and his team capture this twisted killer before all hell breaks loose?

I have been greatly enjoying this series – a British police procedural but quite gritty and even noir at times. I was very pleased this book shows a bit of the main character starting to thaw a very little bit with some of the connections he’s been building both within his police team and with a few select people on the periphery of his work. While this is still a gritty and complicated mystery book I was thrilled it didn’t feel quite as harsh to me as many of the others – even though there is quite a bit going on in this mystery.

Readers who enjoy a complicated plot should find this an excellent book. There was quite a twist toward the end that I loved. The plot had been clearly leading somewhere, and I knew there would be a twist, but there was quite a lot in the big reveal that I hadn’t guessed and the last quarter or so of the book was absolutely at a break-neck speed and I really enjoyed it. With plenty of layers I found this to be an engrossing read and there was just enough personal stiff – especially in the first quarter or so of the book – for me to feel like we’re getting to know DI Thorne a little better and have the murder and mystery elements balanced just a bit out by character growth and deepening knowledge of the main protagonist.

A well written and delightfully plotted complicated mystery, this is a series I am enjoying and a book I enjoyed. I’m looking forward to the next in the series.

The Llano County Mermaid Club by Kathleen M. Rodgers


The Llano County Mermaid Club by Kathleen M. Rodgers
Publisher: University of New Mexico Press
Genre: Mystery/Suspense/Thriller, Contemporary, Historical
Rating: 4 Stars
Reviewed by Astilbe

Growing up in the desert town of Sandhill, New Mexico, Marigold Hubbard and her friends wanted only one thing: to see the ocean. The community pool and the nearby Santa Rosa Blue Hole are the closest they can get, and they dream of mermaids while swimming these rare waters. When Marigold learns of the affair between her father and the mother of her best friend, Melody Calloway, the betrayal tears the girls apart. Unmoored from both friends and family, Melody meets a tragic and mysterious end on the shores of the Blue Hole, leaving Marigold no chance to ever reconcile the friendship.

Forty years later, Marigold returns to Sandhill to care for her elderly father, but an envelope of old letters and a cryptic message in an abandoned church leads her on a quest to find answers about what really happened to Melody. Threading between past and present, Marigold must piece together the tragic chain of events that led to Melody’s death, pursuing questions that may have no easy answers.

It’s difficult to keep a secret forever.

The character development was excellent. All of the main characters were well-rounded individuals whose flaws made a genuine difference in how not only their own lives but also the plot turned out. They felt like real people to me, especially later on once their personalities and past mistakes began to have an ever bigger influence on what was happening. I loved them in many scenes but was also exasperated with them in others. This is exactly the sort of fiction that makes it impossible for me to stop reading!

I would have liked to see more time developing the mystery elements of the storyline. There were some aspects of Melody’s death that never quite made sense to me, especially given how her personality had been described in the years leading up to that day. Some of the clues we were given felt out of place, and the explanations for them weren’t quite satisfying enough for me to choose a full five-star rating. With that being said, I still deeply enjoyed reading this book and getting to know all of the characters.

The 1960s and 1970s were not always easy eras for women and girls to live in. It was interesting to explore how the female characters reacted to the sexism and racism in their community and how they found ways around those prejudices in order to achieve as many of their dreams as possible. This was not a sugar-coated version of the past by any means, but it also left plenty of space for the characters to find joy in little things like visiting the library or swimming together. I appreciated the fact that the narrator balanced it all out and made this reader feel as thought I truly had stepped into a time machine to see what life was like sixty years ago.

The Llano County Mermaid Club was a heartwarming saga.

The Booker by Kevin R. Doyle


The Booker by Kevin R. Doyle
Publisher: Camel Press
Genre: Contemporary, Mystery/Suspense
Rated: 4 stars
Review by Cholla

Sam Quinton hadn’t thought much about the entertainment business for several years. His days as a minor celebrity were part of his past, which was fine with him. But when a Hollywood producer walks through the doors of his gym and offers to create a TV show around his life, Sam doesn’t say no right away.

Then the producer’s partner ends up dead in her hotel room, and Sam has to put on his private detective hat to straighten things out. It doesn’t take long to realize the TV offer may not have been exactly what it was cracked up to be. Suddenly, a whole lot of seemingly bad folks are gunning for Sam. Forget his budding Hollywood career. He has to do everything possible to keep himself and his client alive.

As a former professional wrestler, the entertainment business isn’t completely new to Sam Quinton. However, is a reality show really his style? Deciding that there was only one way to know for sure, Sam agrees to meet with the producer and his partner. Of all the things that might have come out of this meeting, the murder of the female producer has not been on his list.

Sam Quinton intrigued me from the very beginning. How often do you hear of an ex-semi-pro wrestler becoming a private eye? For me, that answer would be zero. Quinton is a smart businessman who knows his limits, even if he does push past them at times. He has a wonderful relationship with his girlfriend, Talia, and it made me smile whenever they were together. She’s really good at putting him in his place gently. They are a nice pair.

Quinton also has an awkward but solid relationship with the police in his small town of Providence, MO. There’s a nice balance between sharing information and helping each other out while still maintaining professional boundaries. The side event with Lieutenant Santiago caught me a bit off guard, but I liked it. There were hints that Quinton and Santiago don’t get along and to see Sam go to bat for him showed character.

The mystery held my attention until the last page. I kept wavering back and forth on whether John Carson was involved in his partner’s death or not, and had no idea who had actually killed Wendy until it was revealed. While I’m rarely able to figure out who the guilty party is, I was definitely stumped with this one. Definitely makes me want to start at book one and dive into the world of Sam Quinton. I’d recommend this to anyone who loves a twisty mystery that’s also a quick and satisfying read.

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Letters to an Embryo by Jasna Kaluđerović


Letters to an Embryo by Jasna Kaluđerović
Publisher: Self-Published
Genre: Non-Fiction, Contemporary
Rating: 3 Stars
Reviewed by Astilbe

Letters to an Embryo is an autobiographical novel that explores the deeply personal journey of Jasna Kaludjerovic as she grapples with the aftermath of a painful divorce. Left with a frozen embryo from the final IVF attempt, she feels torn between the responsibility of giving it a chance to live and the emotional weight of her past.

Over the course of many letters, Jasna writes to the embryo, reflecting on motherhood, identity, and the complexities of letting go.

The novel touches on themes of loss, hope, and the quiet resilience of the human spirit, offering readers an intimate exploration of one woman’s emotional and psychological struggle. With honesty and vulnerability, Kaludjerovic invites readers to walk with her through a personal crisis that many can relate to, yet few are willing to speak about.

Does it have the right to life?

How will it fit with her new role now?

What does it take to make a decision?

Some decisions are too important to make swiftly.

One of the most interesting things about this epistolary

memoir was that Ms. Kaluđerović spoke to her frozen embryo as if he or she were a fellow adult. The letters in it included references to dates, career decisions, occasional money problems, and more. It made me smile to see how deeply connected she already felt to her possible child and how willing she was to talk about sensitive or complicated subjects. Those are good signs in a parent or potential parent in my opinion! So much suffering can be prevented or reduced if a mom or dad is happy to talk about anything and never makes their child feel embarrassed for wanting to know how the world works.

While I enjoyed learning so much about the author’s life, I struggled with the slow pacing of this memoir and had trouble keeping my interest levels high as I read. There were many details that were included that didn’t seem to have anything at all to do with the decision of if or when to implant her final frozen embryo. Even once she knew which option was best for her, there were still many delays along the way that I thought could have been trimmed down or left out.

The ending was well written and matched the tone and themes of the earlier letters beautifully. I ended up searching for the author online to see if there were any additional updates to her journey because I felt like I’d gotten to know her well and was so curious to find out what happened next. There is definitely something to be said for memoirs that dive so deeply into both the positive and negative moments in someone’s life. While I don’t want to spoil anything for other readers, this is definitely something I’d recommend to anyone who enjoys this genre and is even slightly curious about how in vitro fertilization and similar fertility treatments can work.

Letters to an Embryo was thought provoking.

If I Could, Would I? by Michale Mohr


If I Could, Would I? by Michale Mohr
Publisher: Self-published
Genre: Sci-fi/Fantasy, Time Travel, Contemporary, Paranormal
Rating: 3 stars
Reviewed by Lavender

The return of a long-lost dolphin necklace by a mysterious ethereal stranger and a magical accident hurl 60-year-old Emma Corbell back to the age of 17 with the memories of her entire life intact. Elated, she plots out how she will change the sad, unfulfilled life she’d been living into her senior years. She is immediately met by translucent beings who explain that her presence there is a mistake. She must return to her own time. Standing her ground, Emma refuses. The entities, unable to interfere with her free will, cannot force her to do so.

Emma’s extraordinary journey, guided by mystical beings and fueled by newfound personal power, become a battleground for the struggle of her lifetime. Each choice she makes in her second-chance existence carries a profound weight, rippling through time and shaping the lives of all those she encounters. The question remains: even if she returns to her old life, will that choice be enough to undo her missteps?

Will Emma navigate the pitfalls of her new mistaken time travel? Will she return to her own time? Or will she cease to exist in either one?

Michale Mohr’s If I Could, Would I? is a meditative and metaphysical twist on the classic “second chance at youth” tale. At its heart is Emma Corbell, a 60-year-old woman unexpectedly thrust back into her 17-year-old body—but with all the memories and regrets of her life intact. Her journey, catalyzed by the return of a long-lost dolphin necklace and a mysterious ethereal stranger, becomes a thought-provoking exploration of choice, regret, and free will.

The novel’s speculative premise is promising: what if you could re-live your life, fully aware of the mistakes you made the first time? Mohr leans into the philosophical and emotional implications of this question, often at the expense of pace. This is not a fast-moving narrative; rather, it’s contemplative, frequently revisiting the same internal dilemmas. There are moments of surprise and intrigue, but the novel often relies more on telling than showing, which may distance some readers from fully immersing in Emma’s experience.

Emma herself is a complex protagonist—sometimes endearing, sometimes self-involved. This ambiguity makes her feel more real, but it can also make it difficult to root for her. Her interactions with translucent, mystical beings add a layer of the surreal, grounding the novel in magical realism and prompting larger questions about fate, time, and identity.

While the narrative can be repetitive at times and might have benefited from tighter editing, Mohr does succeed in crafting a reflective character study with a strong emotional core. For readers who enjoy introspective time travel stories with metaphysical overtones—think The Midnight Library meets The Time Traveler’s Wife—this book may resonate deeply.

Verdict: A quiet, contemplative journey through time, regret, and personal power. Though uneven in pacing and occasionally over-expository, If I Could, Would I? offers a poignant look at the price—and potential—of a second chance.

Death Message by Mark Billingham


Death Message by Mark Billingham
Publisher: Self-Published
Genre: Contemporary, Mystery/Suspense/Thriller
Rating: 3 stars
Reviewed by Fern

Delivering the “death message.” That’s what cops call those harrowing moments when they must tell someone that a loved one has been killed. Now Detective Investigator Tom Thorne is receiving messages of his own: photographs of murder victims sent to his cell phone.

Who are the victims? Who is sending the photographs? And why is he sending them to Tom Thorne? The answer lies in the detective investigator’s past, with a man he had once sent to prison for life. But even behind bars, the most dangerous psychopath Thorne has ever faced is still a master at manipulating others to do his dirty work for him. And Thorne must act fast because the photos keep on coming, and the killer’s next target is someone the detective investigator knows very well . . .

When a convicted murderer is given the death message that his wife and young son have been killed in a hit and run “accident” a few weeks before his release from prison – the police didn’t give it too much thought. But then bikers and other “associates” are found killed and it’s DI Tom Thorne who is being sent photos directly of these murders. Thorne and his team quickly find the connections, but all too soon the case becomes murky, and Thorne begins to struggle to find which side is right and which side he’s meant to be acting on behalf of.

I have been really enjoying this British police procedural series and found this to be yet another strong book. With a number of excellent supporting characters – now becoming quite familiar this far into the series – and with a number more well written supporting characters I feel this is a strong book that should appeal to many readers.

While the plot is delightfully complicated readers should absolutely be aware of the fact the usual lines between black and white, good and bad are far more shaded in this series and far less clear cut than in many other British mystery series that I’ve read. And while I absolutely feel a number of the previous books could be quite gritty, harsh and even bleak, this book is not quite as stark as I’ve found the others to be. I feel this could be partly because the strong cast of secondary characters are playing more of a role now and so Tom’s world feels a bit more “peopled” and less harsh, but also the plots – which still are heavily complicated – are more intertwined with other cases and feel less isolated and more layered in reality and regular lives.

I still definitely feel this is a strongly written murder mystery – but while we know the “who” fairly early on, the “why” is deeply complex and has quite a few interesting twists and layers to it which is really what make this an excellent mystery book. I also feel the fact Thorne is flawed – and knows it yet continues to do his best – also helps make this an addictive read.

Like many of the previous books in the series this is not an easy read, but I did not find it an uncomfortable read either – which I definitely struggled with in some of the previous works. I found this book gripping reading and much like Thorne at times I deeply empathized with the “bad” guy and found some of the “good” guys quite questionable. So, this might not be everyone’s cup of tea – but I look forward to the next book in the series.

The Unholy Silence – A True Account of a Haunted Idaho Home by Doug Owen


The Unholy Silence – A True Account of a Haunted Idaho Home by Doug Owen
Publisher: Self-Published
Genre: Non-Fiction, Paranormal, Contemporary
Rating: 3 Stars
Reviewed by Astilbe

The Unholy Silence is a harrowing true account of one family’s descent into spiritual warfare after moving into a seemingly ordinary home in Idaho. What began as a fresh start quickly spiraled into a nightmare of ghostly apparitions, shattered mirrors, demonic voices, and eerie manipulations that targeted their children, faith, and sanity.

Told with raw honesty and emotional depth, this memoir follows the author—a devoted husband, father, and Catholic—as he battles unseen forces that twist reality, test his beliefs, and slowly dismantle the life he built. From a terrifying mockery of his daughter to unholy rituals discovered in the shadows, every chapter peels back another layer of haunting.

But perhaps the most chilling aspect of all is the silence—the silence of the Church, of friends, of reason—and the silence that falls when the attacks stop… after he gives up fighting.

This is not a tale of victory. This is a reckoning.

Evil can find a foothold anywhere.

I was impressed by the amount of documentation Mr. Owen had collected about the haunted house he and his family lived in. It was organized neatly and included detailed information about the multitude of ways that experience traumatized not only him, his wife, and their two young daughters but a long list of visitors who had the unfortunate experience of visiting that property. Their stories repeatedly corroborated each other and often added new layers of meaning to what the Owen family already knew or suspected about their beautiful but menacing property.

This book would have benefited from another round of editing. I noticed multiple sentence fragments, run-on sentences, punctuation errors, and compound words that should have been written as two individual words. It was distracting and sometimes produced phrases or sentences that I had to reread in order to understand what the author was trying to communicate. As enticing as the storyline itself was, these issues happened frequently enough that I didn’t feel comfortable giving the higher star rating I would have otherwise chosen.

It was so unnerving to learn about the spirits in this house that I was only able to read this tale in broad daylight. This was not a case of someone jumping to conclusions after hearing one strange noise at night without investigating what caused it. The primary entity the author described was intelligent, dangerous, and chillingly methodical in the steps it took to attempt to destroy everyone who crossed its path. Few things are more horrifying than true life experiences with something evil, after all.

The Unholy Silence was terrifyingly scary in a good way.