Humdrum by Mitchell Brockman

Humdrum by Mitchell Brockman
Publisher: Self-Published
Genre: Suspense/Mystery/Thriller, Contemporary
Rating: 4 Stars
Reviewed by Astilbe

How long can someone endure the silence? For David, the answer’s not long enough.

In the hum of an office filled with laughter and camaraderie, David Clark exists on the edges unseen, unheard, and trapped in a cycle of quiet isolation. Nights in his empty apartment feel endless, and the world outside his window moves on without him.

When a coworker’s kindness cracks open the walls he’s built, and a sudden tragedy shakes his fragile existence, David is forced to confront the silence he’s lived with for too long. As his carefully guarded life unravels, he must decide: will he take the risk to finally connect, or retreat further into the safety of solitude?

Everyone carries their own burdens, some more quietly than others.

One of the things I liked the most about this book was how thoroughly it explored the emotional pain and loneliness of mental illness, especially for people who don’t have strong support systems to help them cope with their worst days. David was plagued by thoughts and feelings that overwhelmed him with anger, paranoia, grief, and fear. It was difficult for him to describe this cascade of emotions and even harder for those around him to understand why he reacted so negatively to what most people would interpret as friendly banter or, at worst, genuine misunderstandings.

I would have liked to have learned more about David’s past, from his childhood to any family history of mental illness that he might have been aware of. Both genetics and adverse life experiences can trigger the sorts of symptoms he dealt with, and I think it would have been helpful for the audience to have a deeper understanding of who he was as a character and how long he’d been struggling with his dark thoughts and feelings. Was this a recent change in his mental health, for example, or something he’d been dealing with since early childhood?

Let’s see how much I can share about the ending without giving away any spoilers. The shift in tone was surprising, but I appreciated the points it made about what could be learned from David’s experience and how the storyline would be moving forward from that point forward. I could close my eyes and imagine a few different directions things could be headed, all of which matched what I’d previously read and made me wonder if those possibilities were the closest to the author’s assumptions about the future. It’s nice when readers are given this sort of opportunity!

Humdrum was thought provoking.