Welcome to My Nightmare by Jessica Lave

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Welcome to My Nightmare

Writing is a daunting endeavor. Some people go years with an idea for a book in their head and never try to turn the idea into an actual manuscript because the prospect of attempting to write and failing to finish, or failing to tell the story well, is too intimidating. So, when a writer actually finishes a book, ignorance is bliss.

The thought of showing the book to other people is nerve-wracking because there’s no way of knowing what they might think about it. Perhaps worse, there’s no way of knowing whether they’ll be constructive when they tell you what they thought. If the writer overcomes that fear and manages to get the book published, she’s opened herself up to an entirely new fear: acceptance and appreciation, disregard and scorn, or irrelevance. Of those three, irrelevance can strike fear into the heart of any author, including me.
Irrelevance: the fear of readers’ neutrality or indifference, of going unnoticed and unrecognized is something I think most writers can relate to. We may never make much money from our books or get a glowing response from the New York Times Book Review, but having no impact at all on the readers we do reach is terrifying.

Writers vs. Authors

People who are only “writers” don’t necessarily have this problem. Writers don’t always write for other people. They may write primarily for their own enjoyment. “Authors” have the added pressure of publishing books, putting them in front of the world, and waiting for whatever positive and negative feedback may come out.

In many ways, being a writer is simpler than being an author. Writers need never show their work to anyone else, and as a result, need never subject themselves to the painful truths that can come with constructive criticism and the undeserved abuse that negative reviews can contain. Authors willingly take on the possibility that readers may not like their work, but that doesn’t make it any easier when people confirm their dislike.

Fear of the Unknown

For me, even worse than hearing people don’t like the book is not hearing anything at all. Whether they’re advance review copies, gifted or giveaway copies, or purchased copies, knowing that the book is floating around out there in numerous readers’ hands and not getting any feedback or reviews in the meantime is unnerving. On the upside, maybe the readers just haven’t read the book yet. But, like most humans, authors fear the unknown. Perhaps the readers did read the book, but didn’t get enough out of it to leave a review. Maybe they started reading it and couldn’t get into it. The what-ifs and possible explanations as to why the book isn’t getting reviews and feedback are endless, and they’re enough to drive an author crazy with anxiety.

Cause and Effect

Writing, like any form of art, is difficult for the writer/artist to receive feedback on. The work is often so personal that the artist becomes attached, and any criticism of it feels like a personal attack. However, one of the purposes of art is to stimulate a reaction in the viewer/reader, to make that person feel something about the work. For me, knowing what the reader thought, even if I didn’t have the impact I intended, is better than not knowing at all. Those thoughts and critiques, both good and bad, help me become a better writer in the future. More than that, knowing my words had an impact, even if only a few of them landed, is immensely gratifying, and it makes me appreciate writing, and all the hard work that goes with it, even more.

MEDIA KIT Book CoverWhen her screenplay gets accepted to a local LA film festival, 23-year-old Rylie Cates heads to Tinseltown, where she is thrust into the spotlight as her career takes off.

As she struggles to live up to her newfound success, Rylie meets the people who will become her friends, her guides to the city and the movie business, and ultimately, her “LA family.”

Despite her best intentions, deciphering the politics surrounding her new career proves difficult, and she unwittingly makes a few enemies on her path to success.

Confronted by scheming studio executives, philandering movie stars, and the perpetual lure of the bottle, Rylie relies on her new friendships to help her navigate life, love, and business in Hollywood.

About the Author:MEDIA KIT Author PhotoBy day, I work in a cubicle tending to an e-commerce website. By night, I blog, I review television shows and films, and occasionally, I settle down long enough to write a novel. I’ve always had a diverse set of interests, which has led me to study everything from ethics to yoga to film, but the one thing that has stayed consistent is my enthusiasm for writing. Writing is my way of bringing all of my interests together—I may not be able to speak six languages, pick the lock on a door, or cook a five-course meal without a recipe, but I can write about a character who can, and that’s the next best thing!
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  1. Thank you for hosting

  2. Catherine says:

    HMMM…Very thoughtful. I never really considered any difference between a writer and an author. Your insight is very interesting.
    catherinelee100 at gmail dot com

  3. Thanks to Long and Short Reviews for hosting the tour today!

    @Catherine: Thanks for the feedback! It’s an interesting distinction, but I think it varies from one writer to another on how to separate the two terms, or decide if they even are separate concepts.

    I’ll be away most of the day, but I’ll check back this afternoon/evening for comments and questions!

  4. Wonderful guest post Jessica! I never really thought about the difference between writers and authors but that is an excellent point you make there!

    andralynn7 AT gmail DOT com

  5. Looks like my comment from this morning hasn’t been approved yet, but thanks @andra for stopping by!

  6. Chelsea B. says:

    Thank you for sharing your thoughtful post!


  7. Nice post

    bn100candg at hotmail dot com

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