“Mommy, I want to see
the monkeys!” My four-year-old, Gloria, tugged at my
hand as I stopped to put my wallet back in my purse.
“Let me just tie this
balloon on your wrist,” I said, stooping down beside
her. “That way it won’t get lost and I’ll also be
able to see you better. There...how do you like
that?”
Gloria looked up at
the bright blue orb bobbing above her. The laughter
shining in her eyes lightened my heart. Even though
money was tight, this outing was something we both
needed.
She turned her
attention from the balloon and, with the
single-mindedness of a preschooler, said, “Monkeys
now?”
Laughing, I relented.
“Okay. Monkeys first, but then it will be my turn to
pick.”
I glanced at the map
I’d picked up at the ticket office and turned down
the path indicated. The monkey exhibit, on the
right, had drawn a large group of spectators. A
baboon lumbered closer to the fence and stopped in
front of a man and little girl.
“Mommy, it’s Jill.
Can I go see her?”
Gloria pointed at a
child I recognized from her preschool class, however
I’d never seen the man holding her hand. But then,
I normally picked Gloria up early, so it wasn’t
strange I’d not met Jill’s father.
As we stepped up
beside them, the baboon in front of Jill and her dad
made a silly face. Jill laughed and the noise made
the baboon growl. Without warning, it pursed its
lips and spat. A glob of spittle landed right on the
man’s face.
Jill and Gloria both
yelled, “Ewww” and backed away from the fence. I dug
in my purse for the tissues and hand sanitizer I
always carried, biting my lip to hold back the
giggles welling up. I did not even know this man. No
way was I going to laugh at him!
Without a word, I
held the tissue out and he took it. Once our gaze
met, however, all my good intentions flew right out
the window and I couldn’t hold back the laughter one
minute more. His lips twitched as he wiped his face
and I couldn’t help but notice the dimple at the
corner of his mouth. Both Jill and Gloria looked up
at us, joining in the laughter.
“That was
pretty...um...” I paused, searching for the right
word.
“Icky?” he suggested,
as he threw the tissue in a nearby trashcan and
accepted the hand sanitizer I held out.
“Yeah....icky is a
pretty accurate description.” I held out my hand
when he was finished. “I’m Jenny, Gloria’s mother. I
think our daughters are in preschool together over
at Miss Daisy’s Darlings.”
“I’m Stone.” He shook
my hand and smiled down at me. “I’ve heard Jill talk
about Gloria. It’s good to finally meet you. My
mom—she normally picks up Jill—had told me we needed
to try to arrange a playdate between them sometime.”
I noticed he didn’t
release my hand, and I let him keep it. His touch
sent little tingles of awareness from my fingertips
to my toes. “They’re apparently all but inseparable
at school, so I’m certain Gloria would love that.
Have your w-wife,” I stuttered over the word,
realizing I had been flirting with a married man and
tugged my hand away and cleared my throat to start
over. “Have your wife call me and we’ll set up a
time one Saturday.”
His face clouded
over. “Jill doesn’t have a mom...well, at least not
one around here. She left when Jill was a baby.”
“I’m sorry.” I knew
the inadequacy of the words, but what else could I
say? I couldn’t understand how a woman could leave
her child. But then, how did that old adage go about
walking in someone else’s shoes? Anyway, at least I
didn’t have to feel guilt over the attraction I was
feeling.
He forced a smile
that didn’t quite reach his blue eyes. “Thanks, but
it was a long time ago and my mom does a good job
taking care of us. So,” he said in an obvious
attempt to change the subject, “have you two been
here long?”
“Actually, no.
Gloria insisted the monkeys be our first stop.” I
glanced over at our daughters, a fair head and a
dark one pushed close together. They giggled and
pointed at the monkeys’ antics. I couldn’t help but
smile at their obvious joy.
“Ours too. Would
you...” His voice trailed off.
“What?” My heart had
sped up with his words.
“I was just going to
ask if you wanted to walk around the zoo together. I
think the girls would like it. That is, if you think
your...husband wouldn’t mind.”
I smiled. Was there
the slightest lifting of his voice on the word
‘husband’?
“I’m a single mom
and, let me ask Gloria. After all, I told her this
was her day.”
I stooped down beside
the girls and asked, “Gloria, Mr. Stone, Jill’s
daddy, wants to know if we would like to see the zoo
with them. What do you think?”
The smiles that
wreathed both girls’ faces answered the question.
I looked back up at
Stone. “I guess the answer is yes,” I said.
The afternoon rushed
by. Stone treated us all to ice cream and the
tissues and hand sanitizer again came to the rescue
when the girls got more ice cream on their faces
than in their mouths.
As evening drew near
and the girls grew tired, we found a bench to rest
on.
“This has been fun,”
I told him. “I can’t remember the last time I
laughed so much.”
“I’ve really enjoyed
it too.” He paused. “I know this might be kind of
sudden, but... do you think we could see each other
again some time?”
My heart leaped to my
throat, and I had to struggle to speak over the
thrill I felt at his suggestion. “Sure.” I glanced
down at both small heads resting on my lap. “I know
the girls would love it. Gloria’s had such a good
time today.”
“Well... I was kind
of thinking maybe they could watch a movie at my
mom’s one night. And, then, you can I could have an
adult meal together. I’ve been wanting to try that
new Italian place that just opened up.”
I brushed the hair
back from his daughter’s face and then my own.
“I think I would like
that very much,” I said.